tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47553483899875133482024-03-13T09:59:12.364+08:00! tyra nabila !Athirah Nabilahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12896133132268936071noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4755348389987513348.post-81004367189682636612018-01-16T22:07:00.002+08:002018-01-16T22:56:50.198+08:002018<div style="text-align: center;">
Assalamualaikum, my dearself</div>
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Welcome back !</div>
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It has been yearss since I last wrote</div>
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2018</div>
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I wonder how time really flies!</div>
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I am now 25 when the first time I wrote here was in 2011, right after i finished SPM</div>
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I am currently at my 6th semester of degree, just another one more sem, and I'm all done</div>
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Things were really don't goes how I planned or how I wanted it to be...</div>
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It all goes differently out of my mind</div>
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But that's what we call life</div>
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I decided to write long today, long than the previous post i guess, 3 years ago haha</div>
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I am still in a mood where I couldn't believe this is happening</div>
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I read my post back in 2011-2015 and I was like..is this really me? haha</div>
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It is meant to be private I know</div>
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Well let's talk about life these past years..</div>
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Life has been really wonderful and I was so blessed in so many ways I could've imagine</div>
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I was still blessed by my family, friends and love ones</div>
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Things get harder and my responsibilities in everything getting much more big as my age grows</div>
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I admit I was weak, at some point,</div>
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Had my lowest time ( still healing )</div>
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And somehow got my highest time also</div>
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Well in the meantime,</div>
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I've been chose to experience internship in Dezhou, China</div>
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It was amazing back there </div>
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Everyone had no idea how I survive because I am the only girl instead 9 of my male friends</div>
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They know nothing even when I needed someone to talk to</div>
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I had my first Hari Raya thousand miles away from families</div>
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Someone I trust was cheating on me again and again that time</div>
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That's when I felt I was so strong, I had to do this, I had to get through all this</div>
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ALONE...<br />
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But instead of that, there is so so many wonderful things happen back then when I was in China<br />
Being real independent, experience new culture, new foods, new surrounding, language and temperature..<br />
You have no idea how we survived 40 degrees everyday walking down the streets 15 minutes going to work every morning<br />
It was all wonderful and memorable experience<br />
I had my supportive members and they don't judge me as the only girl there<br />
Alhamdulillah<br />
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Life is great</div>
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Things get work out somehow in the end</div>
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Manage to get my spirit and strength back</div>
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and some other things that shape me of who I am today<br />
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I had families behind my back<br />
And my small circle friends<br />
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I'm not sure what I will write on my future post..</div>
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probably updating I am someone's fiance..or someone's wife..</div>
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or maybe I'm working in the company or anything I don't know</div>
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I just hope everything will be okay, </div>
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no matter how hard it is..how big the problem is..</div>
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I really wish I am eligible to get through all that</div>
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...Journey to more valuable and meaningful life...</div>
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See you again when I have time</div>
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Athirah Nabilahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12896133132268936071noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4755348389987513348.post-13455077183026308082015-10-11T12:26:00.000+08:002015-10-11T12:26:28.712+08:002015<div style="text-align: center;">
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Salam</div>
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Was not really active on this blog anymore</div>
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Currently pursue my degree on</div>
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Bachelor in Civil Engineering at UTHM Batu Pahat</div>
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Wish me luck ;)</div>
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11-10-2015</div>
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