! tyra nabila !

Assalamualaikum, my dearself

Welcome back !

It has been yearss since I last wrote

2018

I wonder how time really flies!

I am now 25 when the first time I wrote here was in 2011, right after i finished SPM

I am currently at my 6th semester of degree, just another one more sem, and I'm all done

Things were really don't goes how I planned or how I wanted it to be...

It all goes differently out of my mind

But that's what we call life

I decided to write long today, long than the previous post i guess, 3 years ago haha

I am still in a mood where I couldn't believe this is happening

I read my post back in 2011-2015 and I was like..is this really me? haha

It is meant to be private I know

Well let's talk about life these past years..

Life has been really wonderful and I was so blessed in so many ways I could've imagine

I was still blessed by my family, friends and love ones

Things get harder and my responsibilities in everything getting much more big as my age grows

I admit I was weak, at some point,

Had my lowest time ( still healing )

And somehow got my highest time also

Well in the meantime,

I've been chose to experience internship in Dezhou, China

It was amazing back there

Everyone had no idea how I survive because I am the only girl instead 9 of my male friends

They know nothing even when I needed someone to talk to

I had my first Hari Raya thousand miles away from families

Someone I trust was cheating on me again and again that time

That's when I felt I was so strong, I had to do this, I had to get through all this

ALONE...

But instead of that, there is so so many wonderful things happen back then when I was in China
Being real independent, experience new culture, new foods, new surrounding, language and temperature..
You have no idea how we survived 40 degrees everyday walking down the streets 15 minutes going to work every morning
It was all wonderful and memorable experience
I had my supportive members and they don't judge me as the only girl there
Alhamdulillah