Someone's Fiance

I don't know
sometimes I hate myself for reminiscing hard times as the scar still here wounded
I know I should not kept saying things that hurt me the most everyday
but I know I just can't help it
I want him to know that whatever happen back then...
was really really hurt me
even up until now, I am not strong enough to forget

April 24th, I am someone's fiance
I am happy as I love him whole my heart 
I hope he accept me too as a person

8th April 2018